Did the world stop
When the silence fell?
Did it listen to the voice of hell?
When it rumbled loud, strong and fearsome- was it really there?
It held on to the rage.
Wouldn't let the spirit speak.
Held on to the need
To rope it down by a leash.
Only it was right. Only its mind it hears. Nothing else matters.
Instill the tears.
I'm wondering why I'm here again.
Why defend the good when all it does is lead to nothing.
Why do I hold my view my hope so high. So much.
It gains nothing. My mind is ignored.
Ignorant is what I'm considered.
Naive
Foolish and maybe even illiterate.
Still it stays, my thoughts.
My views. Ridiculed and hidden rather have the plain lies.
Won't look past the superficial.
The part that consumes the minds.
Leaves nothing but the bad. Holds on to it, spreads it like a disease. Infecting all it pleases.
Yeah, my view is hopeful-
Bright.
But apparently that isn't right.
The wind is howling,
I stand in silence.
Ice is growing, deep within.
The cold is freezing my skin.
I've tried so hard to hold it in, but the wind is howling...
I must not give in.
Must stand my ground before the storm's eye.
Just another trial I've tried to deny.
Running does nothing, crying does less
Heavenly Father -
Hold me fast, for I do not know how long this storm will last.
I need your guidance, love and wisdom to help me be used for your Kingdom.
I don't want to fall down from your path, but I'm weak, fragile and lost without your hand.
Help me to be all that I am, by taking my soul in your hands.
The walls are getting thicker,
the fog is rolling in.
The way is becoming harder to feel, to know.
Is it?
Is it not?
So many things unknown, unseen-
Trust in You
You brought this path, and I took this oath that I
Would always do as you wished.
Here I am, wondering, fearing that i strayed off what you wanted and have become a lost beacon in the dark.
Standing in slow motion.
When the moment comes,It goes just as fast with little left to ask.
A call in the void-
Whispers long forgotten...
But still, they are.