20.12.11

Forest

Empty words and empty pauses,
Try to breakthrough them-
Change them.

It never works.

Some forest-filled terrain is what a heart is in this state.
Too many twists and turns,
Won't make it through-

Fall into a ditch-
Set back,
Going back
To the middle quiet.
Nothing else.

Everything, But

Hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
Me

Try to control me, but to the deepest of my heart.
It will never work.

See, I've been down this road before-
And I've heard those crocodile sobs.

You can't make me bow to your every whim,
Unless it is my choice.

There are things I do, do for you.
Only, you.
Always you.

Just as I did for her, for them, for him.

You're not the same.

My emotions I will tie down.
My frown I will hide with a smile.
My anger I will rage and seethe inside.
My hurt I will bury in the sand, deep beneath the waves of the ocean.

But my heart, will never belong to you.
My Will will never be in your hands.

Untamed I shall stay,
Do not try to take that away.
For any attempt, any at all-

Will be your Downfall.