4.9.12

Reason's Blade

Voices in my head,
Telling me I'm dead.

Lost amidst the empty.

Ignorance is bliss,
Longing to shut them out.

I do not know how.

These voices always say-
Every single thing to make the memories
Never fade,
To scar, and bleed freely the wounds in my soul.

For how long?
Can I hold on?
To the sanity in me, and everything I hold dearly?

When such intruders want to take it all.

25.8.12

Sea's Bottom

Silent whispers, of lonely hearts,
All of which have always been a part-
Of something broken.

Of something wasted on time's fluid motion.
Just here.
Cannot feel.
Cannot see.

Broken, buried deeply.
Sea.

24.4.12

War

I can't stand it,
Stand the war
War of nothing at my door.

There are the flags of white raised up high-
But really it's just a disguise.

To take down the army with insidious charm.
Without a plea, without any surface malicious intent.

Still I can see it,
Still I grow weary of it.
Still it lingers, twisting and suffocating,
All that of which I know.

The war of silence, smiles, and lies.

11.4.12

Alteration

This is new,
So it shouldn't
Have this

Effect.
No, it shouldn't not yet.

Land

All for nothing.
Nothing is more.
Green, green grass, and leaves-
Bright barked trees.

This is a world untouched.
Left in it's cool breeze,
Winter's hand brought no harsh winds to this land.

Mute

If I write it down,
Will it fade away?
This growing darkness that holds me?
Sluggish ways, broken noise.
Behind closed doors-
See no more.

Don't want to,
Can't?
Won't?

Darkness here, darkness there.
Lost in anger, once tears.
Nothing to say.

No one to say it to anyway.
Darkness
Darkness
Empty
Void

Not another string of words-
String that means the same old thing.
Nothing
Nothing all is and all should.
Nothing nothing.

Muted.

23.3.12

Demise

I'll come for you,
You won't see.
The red in my eyes.

Your demise.
So twisted up in your own lies.
You'll never see.

I've thrown your heart away from me.
Killing isn't my thing-
No never was.

But shards of diamond glass are starting to
Entrance me, with the idea of your lifeless body covered in them.

Red in my eyes.
Your demise,
Ignorant fool.

Good Bye, is that what you want?
Good, I'll gladly leave your selfish
Existence to rot.

Steal that light back,
Steal your life.
Beautiful demise, my dear.

21.3.12

Kinship

Long gone words of confusion.

Kinship long deserted, never to return-
Never to leave.

Always still.

Loyalty to no one, loyalty to all.
Falling over and over,
Knees bleeding and arms shaking.
Cold-

So cold.
Nothing left, everything left.
Frozen in the moment that never ends.

'Round and 'Round it goes.
They must go, never moving,
Never stopping.

Infinite development.
Infinite lies.
Severed ties,
Murdering times.

Rhyme, oh rhyme
Where hath thy gone?

26.2.12

Manic

Don’t need pain, don’t need horror.
Yet here I am stuck in between both.
Like a common fool unable to admit defeat-
Never defeat, never no not me
I will prevail in what I know is truth.
The lies, the wenches,
They can’t be bothered to give me the boot-
Out of my mind
So out of time
Can’t even fucking rhyme, in the ways I do to pass time
Just a beat in my head-
Tick tock.
Witch is , is what? A flame
Who is to blame?
The bitch who has no name.
Me dumbass.