29.9.09

Dirt


The dirt is swallowing me.
Taking me under its surface-
This feeling is no longer,
Something that keeps me steady,
Something that keeps me sane.
I've become that solitary figure in the distance.
The one that can't be reached.
The one whose smile fades into a memory.
A memory of the old me,
The dead me.
The earth is swallowing me.
I cannot breathe.
This feeling, breaks me.

28.9.09

Midday


Midday, break off from the sun.
Twilight's gaze holds true.
The sun, moon, and you.

25.9.09

Folds


Awaken, spirit of old.
Forgotten and left, deep under the folds.
Long held in the new soul's- broken hands.
For the benefits of the world of man.
Breach the line.
That divides us in these neat folds.

24.9.09

rS Collection : Time, Twisted, Sacrifice & Isolate

Time

He will hold on,
Hold on to that which means the world to him.
Never let go.
So long, he hopes never to be alone-
To catch that sacred stone,
And to have it, all for his own.
With every breath he takes,
He wishes to hold it in his place.
That sacred place, of Old.
Yes, that is what he wishes for.
To hold the that he doth adore.
His amor-

Twisted

Chaotic life, twisted nature.
Hold that mind up in that stature.
He knows not what to do.
His thoughts, his heart,
Belong to you.
Only you,
His dear sister.

Sacrifice

A sacrifice
A lie
An illusion
Meant to die.
Only one simple solution.
Why? Ask why?
Take things the way you shoud.
Hold on to nothing.
Walk through that world's wood-
Let go,
Unknowing.

Isolate

Child of anger.
Child of hate.
Cling to the grudge that you feel.
Cling to your grief, sorrow-
Release!
That power locked with a key,
To kill.

22.9.09

Pinned


I want, I want, I want.
Want to live.
To make it to something.

I want, I want, I want recognition.
Ambition, slowly sucks my patience up.

A sitting duck.

This is terrible, terrible luck.

I cannot move, bound by,
This world's never ending
Groove.

Saying,

"Money."

"Money."

"Money I need from you."

I want to scream, and I do.
Scream at the walls of my small little room.

"I hate you!"

To the world.

To this idea.

"Money, money, money"

The only thing that will get us by.

"Money, money, we need from you"

21.9.09

Discard


Ignore the nagging memories.
Throw them in the cellar!
'Til the end of day.

Forever.

17.9.09

Reprimand


A reflection of myself,
Staring at the lies that make me up.

This puzzle that I am.
Lost in the dark of
Reprimand.

15.9.09

Far-off


Thank-you for this life, though it may be full of strife.
I will live it to its fullest.
With no regrets.
I will make it to my dream-
Yes that dream I hold.

So far it seems,
Is that dream.
That I long to reach.

I'd like to transfer,
To a place not so far from here.
Where I can make it to that dream.
That...

Far-off

Dream.

14.9.09

Game


Isolation, you are to blame.
All because of your thirst for fame.
A game, no one can play.
A game written only in name.
Only in those who lost what

Made.

Them.

Sane.

11.9.09

Dive


Graduate from your feelings.
Dive into nothingness.
Hold on to your breath.

Sink...

Sink....

Drown.
In that nothingness.

10.9.09

Neither


Cold like Ice.

Warm like Fire.

Together I am, neither...

8.9.09

Lake


Like the lake that was set to hold all their secrets.
A life of fear held them here, and only here.

This lake of secrecy.
Don't talk, stay strong.
Let the current pull you under.

7.9.09

Conscious


Holding my conscious state in my hand,
As I head further into dream land.
A land of much danger, of adventure and hook hands.
I love thee

My dream sweet

Sweet

Sweet

Dream.

6.9.09

Detest


Fed up with these lies.
So amusing are their eyes.
Must they hold me down,
with such devil driven drives?

I work, they fry.
I read, they rip.

Rip the pages of that which I writ.

Deem me unworthy to gaze upon their scaly flesh.

I speak this,

"Detest you I do"

For thy be a scared little witch!

5.9.09

Malicious


Save me from this place,
A place where I cannot see.
This place of angry debris.

The grudge.

The madness.

Malicious intent.

Cry out, cry out.

Vent.

4.9.09

Obsession


Obsession, obsession. Fake denial.
Singing a tune with no lyrics.
Holding my mind beneath the desire.
Don't slip.

Please don't slip.

God, Lord, do not let it slip.

Into such a place as this.

Obsession, obsession.

Valor, charm.

Magnet, alarm.
Deep thoughts to oblivion,

Obsession, obsession.

Possession.

3.9.09

Chalkboard


Chalk the board,
Full of scratches, patches.
Of lines.

Never fading, cracks in its surface.

Break.

Break.

Break.

In half...

Never turn back.

1.9.09

Here


Forgotten in dreams.
Living in the past.
A memory "here"

Gone. Just. Like. That

Forgotten, forgotten.
Broken in half.

A memory.

Gone...

Just.

Like.

That.