14.10.10

Warning

Truth is all you have-
                It’s all that’s left.
I remember hearing, that warning from so far away.
It was mine, once future now
Present days.
Warning me, not to fall victim to your
Too honest gaze, eyes that could see through me-
This hurt, pain that lingers here,
Is stifling my soul’s rays.
                I want to regret, but I do not want to forget,
Any of it, any of you.
This pain is my breakdown,
That I plunged into.
There s no regretting, only savoring.