Time moves forward.
Some stand still.
Yet everything moves ahead.
Spinning faster and faster until lines start to blur.
It was always who wanted, but never what they wanted. So many hours spent-
What's left?
Crumbling stone falls into the waters, and still everything is blurred.
Some might even see the dust settle back to dirt. All along, a solo song.
That is where some belong.
Always one, in the end. Was it some?
All you've ever done- is hate.
All one has ever done is take it.
Constant fighting, always lying.
The blame falls to none,
It just is.
Ratify, ratify the structural lies!
There are no lies it simply is
Stop it, can't you see yet?
Both sides are right, both sides are wrong.
To make it better someone has to give.
Or life will continue to be what it is.
Did the world stop
When the silence fell?
Did it listen to the voice of hell?
When it rumbled loud, strong and fearsome- was it really there?
It held on to the rage.
Wouldn't let the spirit speak.
Held on to the need
To rope it down by a leash.
Only it was right. Only its mind it hears. Nothing else matters.
Instill the tears.
I'm wondering why I'm here again.
Why defend the good when all it does is lead to nothing.
Why do I hold my view my hope so high. So much.
It gains nothing. My mind is ignored.
Ignorant is what I'm considered.
Naive
Foolish and maybe even illiterate.
Still it stays, my thoughts.
My views. Ridiculed and hidden rather have the plain lies.
Won't look past the superficial.
The part that consumes the minds.
Leaves nothing but the bad. Holds on to it, spreads it like a disease. Infecting all it pleases.
Yeah, my view is hopeful-
Bright.
But apparently that isn't right.
The wind is howling,
I stand in silence.
Ice is growing, deep within.
The cold is freezing my skin.
I've tried so hard to hold it in, but the wind is howling...
I must not give in.
Must stand my ground before the storm's eye.
Just another trial I've tried to deny.
Running does nothing, crying does less
Heavenly Father -
Hold me fast, for I do not know how long this storm will last.
I need your guidance, love and wisdom to help me be used for your Kingdom.
I don't want to fall down from your path, but I'm weak, fragile and lost without your hand.
Help me to be all that I am, by taking my soul in your hands.
The walls are getting thicker,
the fog is rolling in.
The way is becoming harder to feel, to know.
Is it?
Is it not?
So many things unknown, unseen-
Trust in You
You brought this path, and I took this oath that I
Would always do as you wished.
Here I am, wondering, fearing that i strayed off what you wanted and have become a lost beacon in the dark.
Standing in slow motion.
When the moment comes,It goes just as fast with little left to ask.
A call in the void-
Whispers long forgotten...
But still, they are.
Travel to futures, learn new things.
Tell me how without the cha-ching.
Wanting to be.
Wanting to see, what there is no longer applies to me.
I know what I want, where I want to go.
The path to it I'm afraid,
Does not show.
All the things I've run from,
Always catch me in the end.
Nothing left to stand on, in this ice cavern.
At long last my heart is frozen, left open-
Far too long.
Now my soul is numbing from the warmth given out.
Not much more can be felt, not enough to pull out.
Weakening walls soon they will crumble leaving nothing left, but the icicles creating death.
To be free is not what I want.
Only for the Frost-
To thaw.